As you can tell by the title, this may not be the most upbeat post, but this is real life. I have found my self getting tired of the repetitiveness of my current routine. Get up, go to work, go home. 5 shakes a day and I feel like I haven’t gotten that far. Its overwhelming looking at the amount of weight I still have to loose, and the healthy habits I still have to develop. I am kind of laughing at my self as I’m writing this, I sound like such a whiner. I’m not here to complain, I am here to find solutions! Just like the Optifast, the job I am in right now necessary, for me to gain experience and save money for my future. If I am being honest, the work does get repetitive and I find my self day dreaming days away on auto-pilot. The only way for the monotony to end, is to suck it up and change it my self!
One thing I want, no need, to do is exercise! I feel like I am always saying this, but its true. And clearly I am having a hard time actually getting my self to the gym so, I am going to do workouts at home. 30 minutes a day, something different every day, I have no excuse not to do it! I also am going to try and get out more, like outside in the fresh air, take walks.
One last thing I want to work on is my social life, that may sound dumb, but I don’t really have one at the moment. I haven’t branched out to try and make friends since I moved, but even before that I never really had a social life. That was due to many circumstances, some under my control, most of them not, the reasonings behind this is something I want to talk about more, but I am not sure that I am ready yet. So anyways, finding a social life is on my list of to-do’s. How am I going to do this? Honestly, I’m not sure, but I’ll figure it out. If you have any suggestions let me know! I am all ears.
See you Wednesday!