It’s Been A While

Hey Everyone!

CaptureWow I know it’s been quite a while since I have taken time to post on here. I have really missed it! Continually I have struggled with finding “balance” in life, which I think looks different for everyone. I am still in school, over the past 2 semesters I have overwhelmed myself with a full course-load and full-time work. I pretty much worked myself to the point that I was sick and exhausted. I was so busy with school and work, that I didn’t give myself time to just be. I gained 10 pounds, was eating really unhealthy and not working out, most importantly I wasn’t paying any attention to my mental health.

This stems from persistent depression and anxiety as a teen and young adult. I was 6so sad, and angry, and scared of everything that I didn’t do anything. I would spend months of my life in bed, watching tv, and eating. I wasn’t living, I was barely existing. Living through this, I never want to go back to that place again and I think my extremely hectic schedule the past year was my way of comabtting that. In turn, I just rubberbanded and made myself pretty much the same amount of depressed and food-addicted, the only difference was I was running around like a chicken with it’s head chopped off. Never able to give any aspect of my life the attention it needed to thrive and grow.

3Considering I am writing this, that must mean I have changed right? RIGHT! I have just started my next semester and am only going to school part time, taking a little more than half the credits of last. I am still working full time, but making sure to plan time to do things I love like working out, going to concerts, hanging out with friedns (yes, I have actually finally made a few friends woot woot) and going on the ocasiannl netlfix binge (Stranger Things anyone?!). I am also taking a yoga class! Yes, my school offers yoga as credt! Which is great because while it may not count towards my major, it will count towards credits I need to aquire to transfer! I am really excted to grow and push myself more, and taking time to improve on who I am.

 

 

I also have done some traveling over winter break! I went to Berlin, Germany and 8London, England on a 9 day solo trip and I had the best time ever! I am thinking about writing some posts about my experiences solo traveling.

If there are any topics you (if there are any of you still reading my blog haha) would like to see my write about please let me know! I am going to start making blogging on here a regular thing again!

Happy to be back

-Ruzele

 

 

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Photo Diary: VidCon 2017

Hey Everyone!

Long time no see, I really miss blogging and have been working on coming back here on a normal basis! If there are any topics you would like to see me write about please comment down below! In the meantime, I wanted to share some of my photos from VidCon 2017! It was so amazing, I got to meet so many people, collaborate, and got to meet up with Dan (aka Dansvibes) who I met last year and we’ve become really good friends since then! I will leave everyone links below as well as all of my VidCon vlogs because I daily vlogged the whole experience! Without further delay, bring on the pics!

 

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If this photo doesn’t represent #shortgirlstatus then I don’t know what does

 

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Being #mellinials in matching hats

 

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Shan Boody is honestly one of the nicest and most inspiring people ever!

 

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Matt Shepherd, an Advocate for Eating Disorder recovery and an awesome guy!
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Creator Chat With Kati Morton!

 

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killin it with our OOTD
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LOVED this outfit so much!

 

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What you can’t see is a huge crowd of teenagers all watching me take this photo #noshame

 

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The Instagram booth was the best thing I had ever seen #doitfortheinsta
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Fellow weight loss/health creator Marissa from 70 Lbs of life!
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Got to hang out with Connor Manning during VidCon, seriously such an amazing person!

 

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#internetfriends meet in real life!
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ready to SLAY

 

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Feeling those Beyonce Vibes in this dress

 

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#doitforthegram
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Meeting the amazing Rose from Cheep Lazy Vegan!

 

 

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Part of a video by creator Matthew Vandeputte

VidCon Collabs And Vlogs!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Ch.CH.Changes….

This blog has been my sounding board for all major changes and exciting things in my life and I think that is because this is where I started my journey! I started writing on here before tracking on Instagram and on youtube and that is why I am writing this to you guys today. I will be talking about this on Instagram and youtube later in the week, but this feels like my safe space where I can talk about things that are more sensitive and personal, so read on to hear about some major changes I am making in my life and I would really appreciate your feedback ❤

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Meeting My Inspirations!

Hey everyone!

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So I wanted to pop in here and share a really exciting day with you all! On Sunday I went to a meet up hosted by some amazing people who are on youtube/instagram! Some of them inspired me to start my own journey, including John Glaude aka Obese To Beast! His lose skin videos was one of the final pushes I needed to start my journey!

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Mind Dump: When I Am Doing Less Than I Should

Hey everyone!

It’s been a while since I just sat down and talked about what’s been going on with me. That’s something I did at the begging of my journey, and I think it helped me cope with the times when I was struggling. It helped me not go to food, so that is why I am here today!

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